miscarried June 23, 1997 and December, 1997.
Remembered by Mommy, Daddy and little Sister Samantha Aguilar:
The day we found out that Isabella was going to join our family was the best day in our lives. I have always wanted to be a mother and your daddy was put on this earth to be a daddy. We had tried for a while and finally our prayers were answered. Then at 13 weeks when I thought we were in the "safe period" mommy started to bleed, I saw your heart beating the day before and then you were gone. I lost you. I tried so hard to hold on to you but I just wasn't able to. Jesus wanted you more and had plans for you. Your daddy and I cried for days but we knew that it just wasn't our decision. You will always be our first child and we will always remember you. You would have been three on February 3, 2000. I never forget. You know that though because we communicate. You had some cousins up in heaven so I knew that you wouldn't be alone.

Your brother came along next. Austin, we were very excited about him as well but very scared. We loved him very much also. He to was not able to hold on and mommy and daddy lost him as well.

You two are hero's though because the doctors found out why we lost you two and were able to help us get Samantha who was born September 21, 1998 but she was born early and only weighed 1 pound 10 ounces and was 12 inches long but she had two very special guardian angels looking over her and giving her strength. She surprised every one and came home with us after only 8 weeks in the NICU. We all know that her big sister and big brother are who helped her out and sent her strength.

We will never forget you and Samantha when she is older will know about you as well. Mommy goes out to the cemetary and your names are inscribed on a statue of Blessed Mother and I visit and Samantha has been there to meet you.

I can't wait until all five of us can be together as a family again and I can finally hold my precious little angels and thank them for helping their sister and along with Jesus giving Mommy and Daddy just what they always wanted.

We love and miss you every single day, Mommy, Daddy and Sammy


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