born September 15, 1988 and died September 15, 1988.
Remembered by your Momma:
My precious baby boy, this is the first time I've ever acknowledged your death. The last ten years have been spent in denial, but now it is time to remember you. You never had a chance to live, it was as if you knew that no one wanted me to have you. But I wanted you. I have kept all of this inside of me for so long, that I can't even put into words how I felt, when I knew you were gone. Even though you were still inside of me, the doctor said you were dead, and I kept praying he was wrong. But he wasn't. I'm so sorry for the way I behaved after you were gone. I felt like I couldn't go on, and had no one to turn to. No one understood why I was so angry and depressed, they just said "it's for the best" and " get on with your life". Because I wasn't married, I didn't have the right to grieve for you. But now I do. You have a little brother, who will one day know about you. And I know you are with your Grandma and Uncle Timmy. I miss you and I love you! Momma


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