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IN MEMORY OF
ALLISON DAWN RAMOS
born February 11, 1999 and
died February 11, 1999.
Remembered
by Her mother and father- Bonnie and Royce:
Sweetheart, Friday will be your very first birthday, and I
don't know what to do. I am at such a loss as to how to express what I'm
feeling right now. I miss you so very much as your daddy does too. I wish
my mama would hold me as tightly as I want to hold you right now, but I
know that won't happen. I just wander around our home, looking at your
pictures and the little plaster molds we made of your feet, not knowing
what you would look like now or what you would be doing. Will I ever get
to see you again? If I do, will you be all grown up? Do you know anything
about me? I feel so cheated right now and sad. I want you back here with
me just the way you were when you left. Only, this time I wish you would
open your eyes and cry. Everybody here has gone on and of all the people
in the family, only your cousin Nae-Nae, Auntie Joanna and Aunt Katy seem
to mention you. Your daddy misses you so much. He calls you his little
Poo Poo Head and we talk about what might have been. Happy birthday.

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