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IN MEMORY OF
ANNA MARIE RADER
stillborn June 24,2003.
Remembered
by Mommy and Daddy : James and Anne Rader:
Mommy and Daddy tried so long to have a baby, and we found out that you were on your way.. We were so happy, we thought it was a wonderful miracle. Everything was going fine, and then at 20 weeks we found out that you were very sick. The Doctor said you would never make it to birth,and if you did you wouldnt make it long after. We decided to let you go be with Jesus a little earlier , we didnt want you to suffer.. It was the hardest decision we have ever made... OH how we wanted you.. You didnt even make it through the birth alive. The Doctor wouldnt let me see you. I wanted to hold you, to kiss you gently on your forehead and to tell you that your Daddy and I love you more than anything. I wanted to hug you tight and never let go...It's been almost 3 weeks, and I miss you more every day..I ache for you.. I see all these pregnant women and I am so angry at them, angry that their babies are ok. Angry that I will never see my baby grow up, angry that I didnt get to see your face, Do you look like Daddy or do you look like me? I guess I will know someday... But until that Day comes I want you to know that I love you..You will never be forgotten and you will forever be my first-born child...
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